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and this is how i'm spending my saturday nite. a)
looking at hot robbie robertson pics: b) and having a online drinking party with
me, myself and my friend gina. we are both at our home (no apt. for me this
weekend!), bored, and procrastinating. it is fun though. she is telling me about
her interest in reading other ppl's blogs, and i'm telling her how i've just
discovered queer eye slash. the jury is still out on it though. Jan 11 04:47
lyssa_rocks: friends only i have just decided this is friends only. comment? Jan
I told her to bring me back a shirt. I still
couldn't get my Drafting class changed because that guy who changes classes
happens to be the Tennis coach as well. I guess I'll try again tomorrow. Arg.
Me, mom, and dad played wuffle ball again today. It's really fun to spend time
with my family... It really makes me happy to be with them. The server for my
D.D.S. page is down, so you'll have to wait for that to get corrected... And
while on the subject of D.D.S., I still don't know what we're gonna do about
Elijah. I mean, he's the main character! So far, I've come up with 2 options.
Either postpone D.D.S. until he comes back to Paoli, or find a new main
character. If I do have to get a new guy, then the only possible person I could
use would be Ryan Owen, and I don't think that is even a remote chance... We get
our school mid-terms Wednesday and God, I hope I'm not failing anything already.
I really can't afford to screw up like I did last year. My tutoring should begin
around September, if I remember correctly. Jan 11 04:47 spocko: i died. today
was the best one that i've had in a REALLY REALLY long time. susan got mad
because we burned stuff in afganistan. i died about 198759829i580979875 times
durring the bang bang shoot game. wes cullman is new favorite person of the
MILLENIUM. he's teaching me how to knit/whatever scarfs. COOL! i'm done. Jan 11
04:47 lauraugleigh: lonely Kyles sleeping... im bored... Jan 11 04:47
finishline86: Hey everyone, just wanted to let everyone know how our basketball
game went today. JV, well, we lost 59-57, and I played the worst game of, maybe
my life, and without a doubt the worst of the season. We were down big, like 14
maybe at the start of the 4th but came back, but we just couldnt pull it off.
Still trying to get over this one. Varsity won 73-64 or something like that.
They (Vineland) made it a game, which was scary. We were up 19 I think, and they
made a run at us, and actually took the lead 58-57 with about 3 mintues to go,
but we picked it up, and never looked back. Great game. Everyone played well,
Downey came up big for us, and so did Twin, Blasie, Big Smooth, Chad and RJ. Jan
11 04:47 zecherman: What's my Japanese Subculture? You Are a Henna Gaijin!
You're not Japanese, but you wish you were! You can use chopsticks with your
eyes closed, and you've memorized hundreds of Kanji. You even answer your phone
"moshi moshi." While the number of anime videos you've seen is way higher than
the number of dates you've been on, there's hope. Play the sexy, mysterous
gaijin, and you'll have plenty of Japanese meat. What's *Your* Japanese
Subculture? Jan 11 04:47 ct_triste: One of my biggest fears - Going through
life, and realizing too late that I hadn't explored all the options available to
me. I dont want to regret not doing something I could have, should have done.
It's one of those road less traveled things. Jan 11 04:47 gboquet: Winter Break
While most of my friends can relax and enjoy their winter break, mind has been
hell. I had to get my old job back at Phat Farm (not the clothing line -its a
grocery store). So most of my time has been spent either cutting deli meats or
pumping feces - either way its not been very fun. I look foward to classes
starting next week. However, I don't look foward to the drive back. I imagine
I'll be able to update more often one day. Jan 11 04:47 jyro: The day Fun day,
good day, I like days like these. Slept in, 'till about noon. Ate a tasty lunch,
then let Phen talk me into going out to take picts. Though it was awefully cold.
Sickly cold. Ah well. I've been wanting to get back to the Battery Warehouse for
awhile so we headed to the Falls. I woke sara up to see if we could stop by
while in the Falls, did so. I was mighty disappointed to discover Love Canal is
gone... well, the houses anyway. We drove right through there on the way to
sara's, it's all plowed over now. I had a really vivid idea for a photoshoot
there... bah. Gave sara her Christmas gift, a colorful picture of The Asylum to
conflict with her monochromatic theme hehe. She gave me a beautiful print of the
BCT at night matted up nicely. Phen and I hung out there awhile, exploring the
utter coolness of sara's place. Any apartment with an Explosive-meter is
terribly cool. She went with us exploring despite her wet hair, very brave
really :). Heheh, she busted out with the biggest... or perhaps the longest...
coat I've ever seen. The very essence of the phrase 'winter coat'. Artic. It was
mighty cold out though. Driving to the site we listened to LadyTron and sara
commented that she didn't picture me as being into Techno heheh, I visibly
winced and replied that I didn't care for that word lol. Techno, crap. Techno is
but one sub-genre of Electronic music, and the worst one at that. I hate techno.
I can do House, or even D&B, but despise techno. I love most electronic music.
Heheh, that's alright though, most people don't know the difference anyway. It
was just funny to hear her say that, I should have said 'no, I hate techno
actually' lol. Pet peeve hehheh. Anyway. I've went to the Battery Warehouse last
year with Wade. It was really cold that day too... huh. It's one of the oldest
and most hazardous sites I've explored, though really easy to access. Beautiful
old building, brick facade, massive rough hewn wooden beams inside. They used to
make batteries (as though the name wasn't obviouse enough for ya heh) back in
the day, so the wooden structure is saturated with evil organic chemicals. We
also explored the concrete bunker close by where the more volatile chemicals
were stored. I've never seen so many stalagtites and stalagmites in my life,
very weird. Very Falls. We stayed about an hour, but I had to be some where and
everyone was cold so we left before completely checking the place over. I
briefly visited the second floor, found machines... cool looking machines...
gotta go back. It was a good time, nice to be out again. We dropped sara off and
headed off to grab wade and head to Batavia for my father's birthday thing. That
was cool, played lotsa pool, watched some football, ect. Layed back 'uncle phil'
stuff. Pyro joined us out there as well. Full house. My father was just happy to
have us all out there... been awhile. Jan 11 04:47 desu: There's some great
pictures of the SP San Ramon branch on Trainorders right now. I'd post links,
but one needs to be a member to see the full-size photographs. There's a couple
pictures taken around Valley Avenue and Santa Rita Road - nothing but beautiful,
empty fields around them, though the ugly houses and shopping areas were soon to
come. Jan 11 04:47 dsgood: Saturday January 10, 2004. Nonhuman warrior in a
happy face teeshirt -- in the Science Fiction Book Club's Amazing Offer to me.
He's wearing a good deal more, actually; which makes sense, considering that
this is a battle scene. Not much else about the scene makes sense. There's
plenty of other humor in it, but it's unintentional. One side has only hand
weapons. The other side has a ray-cannon, which is being fired into the space
between two groups of the first side's fighters. This makes sense only if
they're being careful not to hurt anyone. ____________ The new Clutterers
Anonymous group met for the second time. We agreed that the Anodyne Cafe isn't a
good location; too crowded, too noisy, not private enough. The search for
another meeting place is on. A while after I got home, I added some new
interests to my LiveJournal interests list which I thought might bring up
community pages for clutterers/messies/hoarders. "Decluttering" brought up four,
all relevant. _______ Mail: First Draft #67 (postal writing workshop in apa
form). Three of the six contributors this time are flaming whackos. (The other
three are smoldering whackos.) I got useful comments on my last submission, and
there's some interesting stuff to critique for next mailing (end of February).
Humor piece, not as restrained as Hunter Thompson's writing. Chapter of a
fantasy. Chapter of a space opera. Section of one chapter of a mystery novel.
One "mainstream" story. Information: Michael Wolff, PO Box 62351, North
Charleston, SC 29419. curlew@charleston.quik.com. Jan 11 04:47 geekfad: suck the
cock, shiloh. suck the cock. why do i feel like the most unappreciated person in
the world? i mean, i know that is a bitchy and pretentious thing to say, but i
spend the whole day doing things for people, and all i get in response is
bitching, yelling and whining. i don't need a thankyou, in fact, i don't need
anything. but the antithesis of a thankyou is just uncalled for. Jan 11 04:47
cool_green_ivy: Quote of the day "Barf is in the eye of the beholder." I love my
daddy. XD Jan 11 04:47 the_camino: Granted, I'm probably a lot better off than
Shannon Hoon. I didn't get to see Big Fish. I make ONE attempt at going to see a
movie in FOUR fucking years and I can't even do that. Fuck it all to hell. Today
was boring as all hell. I watched Detroit Rock City and I started watching West
Side Story. And sadly that's it. My grades didn't suck, which kind of makes me
happy. Also, I got a scarf. Jan 11 04:47 dieyng_sveyrslf: she doesnt understand
: ignorance is a bliss my mom doesnt understand. im scared as just as much as
her. i only leave the house, not because im running away from her, but because
when im at home, i start to think about all these things. what if my mom dies?
what is going to happen to my family? she's the one that keeps the whole family
together. what is my little sister going to do without her? she's still only 9.
what will my dad do? will he remarry? no.. he wouldnt.. he couldnt.. what is
going to happen to my grandma? it's bad enuf that one of her sons went thru
surgery for cancer.. he's not doing so well either. from what i hear, she's gone
a little.. weird since she found out he has cancer. what is going to happen to
me? who am i gonna go to for help with bullshit that happens? who am i gonna go
to for advice? am i gonna have to grow up all of the sudden? do i have to be the
fuckin woman of the house? be a mother to my little sister? i dont think i can
do it. i know that alot of my mom's friends.. those people who are like aunts to
me would be there for us.. but it's still. no. i dont want to think about all
these things. i cant help it tho.. right i just had a talk with my dad. makes
things a little better i guess. yeah he's not too worried so far. god why doesnt
my mom understand? when she tells me all this stuff.. it doesnt help me out. it
makes me more worried and scared. like telling me that if it is cancer, it could
spread to her lungs easily because she's still young. like.. yeah. i want
someone here with me so i dont have to think about it, but i pissed her off by
coming home 20 minutes late and she automatically said no when i asked if
cherrelle could spend the nite. am i being selfish? is it wrong to want my
friend over so i dont have to worry? she's on the fone with HER friend whose a
nurse, talking it out.. what am i doing? writing all my fuckin feelings on a
stupid online journal shit. im still only 15. i dont wanna deal with this shit.
i need someone here with me to just forget about everything. i dont want her
pushing some of her worries on to me. i cant handle it and i dont want to. all
my friends come to me for advice. i dont want them to. why me? why? am i just
some magical person who can fix problems? i guess that's my fuckin role in our
group of friends.. cherrelle scares, i fix, ashey cries, kristi bitches. so as i
carry the burden and problems of all my friends and try to fix them, they are
out having fun. i guess it's better for them to talk to me about it.. get the
load off.. not think about it too much by themselves.. end up killing
themselves.. but sometimes i just dont want to know. ignorance is a bliss. it
truly is. not many people think so, but it is. i used to be such a happy
carefree person before i started to know about things: makeup, sex, guys, drugs,
alcohol. i think my twin deals with things better because she doesnt know about
some things. i cant tell people that i dont care either, coz i really do. i want
to help them, it's just that sometimes it's too much. naomi is the one i go to
talk things out with. she's my little psych person. she's the one who knows my
true feelings. i feel bad when i think that maybe im doing the same thing that
people do to me when they tell me their problems.. but i have to. im glad i have
her. i cant live without her. i hope she understand how truly i appreciate her.
im glad that i have kristi too. she makes me laugh and try to feel better. it
really helps. yeah she's awesome. she made me a book of colors. i think i would
worry more if i didnt have her. i talk to her way more than i do with my twin
and im actually with her alot so yeah. naomi and i are so close that we will be
even if she lived on the moon.. but there's a differnce when your close to
someone because you always hang out with them and talk to them. it's like..
instant relief haha. naomi's the longterm one that takes awhile.. haha rite i
think ive lost my mind. wow this is long.. die young and save yourself Jan 11
04:47 spaztastic7: your my favorite mistake.. blahhh cruddy night. real cruddy.
dont u ever wish you could
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